hey folks...thought to restart my long lost blog....not quite on a bloggin mood...yet it wudnt do any harm to pen down some miseries of my life..ill get to the story....i kinda got in a fight wid a frnd...well not exactly a fight..more like an argument..watever it is..he isnt talkin to me...and im missin my dear buddy terribly!!! i swear upon god..i dint do anythin wrong..infact i hav no clue wat i did..for him to be ignoring me....guys are sooo weird..nyways my point is....im feelin gloomy....melancholic....im not being myself tday..........i hav an exam comin up on 19th....got tons to study...and my mind is wanderin elsewhere.....i askd him wat i did wrong...he replied.."figure it out by urself"....wateva..thrs nothin to figure out...he tried to irritate me....and he got wat he askd for..yes a very ugly piece of my mind..hehee...well..noone can play wid my temper tantrums...for i can unleash the "bitch" restin within myself nytime..nyday..nywhere.... :-P gosh wat'll i do to make the boy talk!!!!! pour in ur views my fellow bloggers...n well wishers :D tat means you...mrs MB.......

hey folks...m bak after a long break...i feel like im lost.....im outta topics...rly zoned out...cant think..cant write..hopefully ill get over this feelin by the nxt couple of days...i call this the " pre-exam syndrome"...im gonna get goin now....till i return...adios my dear fellow bloggers or whoever goes thru my blog...take care.. :-(

fatigued....!!

hola amigos...im sooo freakin exhausted ...today i had 6 consecutive hours of tuition......yup im gettin really studious nowadays..which is a very good sign....but i can collapse @ any moment now....which is not a positive note....oh well...u cant 'have' the cake and 'eat' it too...hard work pays off at the end...well it better pay off!!! yep im talkin about my results....its only for a few weeks i suppose...which means u folks are gonna miss me for a week or more...ill try to be back sooner :P anyways let me go and 'rest' my eyes before i faint....gudnite..chweet dreams...luv u all..mwah..

lovesick......

heya peeps...guess wat day today is???? yup u guessed it ryt...its feb 14...*valentines day*...a day for all the sweethearts around the globe.....well i can tell u one thing for sure...not evryone is blessed wid a 'valentine'... ur ryt again..i sure am dateless....but i dont mind..... i mean..on a positive note....i aint unhappy about it....god prolly thought im better off bloggin here rather than out dating my endeared.....ha! almighty sure can be ruthless @ times...nope there is no sarcasm in my tone....anyways i ain't longing for anyone...im neither depressed nor desperate..no sirree..i sure aint....and im not sighing in despair either...hehee...well i know my day for passion n romance wud surely come.....not anytime soon though....but someday.....i can wait till that "someday"...ryt folks?? :-)

yes im outta my dreary mood....reality dawned upon me... anyways i came across this pic in orkut..thought ill share it wid u ppl.... yup the content says it all... :)

reminiscence...

hello friends....just came bak aftr writin my english exam....it was kinda alrite...definitely a pass..but then again u can nevr underestimate the kerala university.....
i kinda drifted off from my daily routines...gotta get bak to my 'methodical' self...today is a sentimental day for me...im not talkin about the exam part...its just tat place where i went to give my exam...yes its our own arts college..home of the sfi...
i always get this weird nostalgic feelin whenevr i go there..its kinda melancholic...makes me all gloomy...its not like i was born there..nor have i spend my adolescence there..thrs somethn about tat place...tat takes you to ur long lost memories..probably its just my own perception..watever it maybe..it sure has left me in a trance...i want to go back to those days......those days which made me laugh.......those days which made me intoxicated with delight......those days which made me adventurous....those days which made me relish the very essence of my life.....wish i was a kid again....i miss my old home...i miss my grandma....she used to tell me a lot of fairy tales...now she is no more with me....she gave me abundance of love and memories..which i would never forget....ill always cherish these vibrant moments of my life...i miss our family picnics...with my cousins & other family members...i miss all the craziest things tat i did when i was a toddler.... wish there was a time machine where i can travel bak in time...back to those days...which makes me elated...
y'all might be wondering how 'arts college' helped me in recapturing all these sweet moments...the truth is i dont know...it could be the ambiance there....its not exactly calm n serene....yet it took to me to places where i longed to go.........still longing to go..... :-(

spiritless....

im sick n tired of being sick n tired...........